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    My Pod People Are Enjoying Their Longest Time Off Since Taking up Lodging in my Head

    June 12, 2023
    Ancestors, Ancestry, Family Tree
    Art by Julia Rangel

    Time Out for Family (and Family History) Instead

    I’m in the middle of my first vacation from writing. It’s so rare, I thought I’d make a post about it. I’ve been writing nonstop since I started nearly three years ago. Only now and then, do I allow myself a day off. Never a week!

    Do you worry about taking a long break from writing and losing your momentum; losing those carefully woven threads that latch onto your brain like tentacles constantly tapping out scenes? My pod people have been prominent in my head since they first made an appearance and demanded I write their stories. I wake up most mornings with a scene playing out from one of my works in progress and can’t wait to sit down and pound it out at the computer.

    This week, I let those tentacles detach and float away. My characters receded, and I enjoyed time with my family.

    We had a beautiful June wedding last weekend. A family member offered up their stunning property in front of Mount Shasta and the weather cleared that day for a perfect photo op. They worked unbelievably hard and unselfishly putting it all together.

    You can meet the groom in my Gallery of Guests 2022.
    Joey MacLennan is a lifestyle photographer, and this scenery couldn’t have been more perfect for his wedding to my niece.

    The next morning, my 81 year old dad served up sourdough pancakes to nearly 30 people, with some help from others, of course. But still, way to go Dad!

    The Family History Part of my Week

    Then, I came home and stayed in that family zone by going through boxes of photos and uploading them to my Ancestry tree.

    I’ve been building my family history in Ancestry.com for close to fifteen years. My father’s mother got me started when she handed over several boxes of family photos. Very old photos. Both her lines go back to Colonial America; Virginia and North Carolina, one as far back as 1610. That ancestor was a colonist who made several trips back to England to recruit more colonists for the Crown, which garnered him more land. The first such voyage was on the ship that crashed off the coast of Bermuda. The passengers all survived and built two smaller ships before making it the rest of the way back to Virginia where they found the colony nearly decimated. I’ve always wanted to travel to Bermuda and see the replica of the Deliverance. The shipwreck is said to be the inspiration behind Shakespeare’s The Tempest.

    Another ancestor served in the North Carolina militia during the Revolutionary War, two tours, was captured by the British and escaped. I’ve seen images of his pay vouchers, though I lost track of them. His offspring migrated to the southern Indiana Territory in 1808. My fourth great grandfather (one of the offspring) built his home by a spring (a plaque memorializes Organ Springs and the mill that was torn down there in 1946) and lived in that house until age 95. It’s said when he came to New Albany, it was all woods, just one store, a blacksmith shop and a cabin or two. My third great grandmother raised her family next door.

    Sadly, I’ve never been there. All my information comes from Ancestry cousins I’ve corresponded with, my own research, and stories from the family boxes. I acquired a copy of the Salem Democrat’s Pioneer Pickings, September 6, 1876, which features an interview with David Voiles (below), “one of the old men and old settlers of this county.”

    David said he was “a descendant of ‘imported stock’. His father was a Welshman, and his mother was an Italian, and that the peculiar traits of both nations could yet be seen, more or less, in their descendants.” He said of himself in the early days that “being of an iron constitution and a strong robust physical frame, he, with the aid of his industrious and economical wife got along splendidly.” He described the woods as full of wolves, bear, wild cat, panthers, wild turkey, deer and rattlesnakes. There’s even a story of a bear hunt. He concluded in the present time by saying, “he is now hale and hearty (89 years old)… he always was a democrat and always will be… and expects to vote this fall for the Democratic Ticket and believes that it will be elected, and does not know but that it will be the means of extending his pilgrimage a while longer on this mundane sphere.”

    How wonderful is that to have such an account of a pioneer ancestor?

    David Voiles
    Barbara Udy Voiles

    My grandmother and I had so much fun working together on her history up until she passed at 100 and a half years old in 2014.

    Then, I slowed down. But by then, I had gained the reputation as the family historian after meticulously confirming photos and uploading them to the matching family member’s profile, building the tree leaf by leaf, then trying to share with others who really don’t get this exercise at all. I’m hoping future generations will benefit from all the hard work.

    Lorena Pearl Bury

    This Week’s Boxes of Treasures

    This week, I finally pulled out three boxes I was given by my Aunt who saved them for me when her husband and my mother (siblings) cleaned out my grandpa’s home seven years ago. Thank you Auntie. If you hadn’t taken a stand, all the treasures would have been thrown out.

    I can’t believe they’ve been collecting dust since then. Where has the time gone? Well, I spent hours this week snapping photos of hundreds of photos and records. This time on my Mom’s side of the family.

    One favorite ancestor was my grandmother’s grandpa, Commodore Perry Lieuallen, Civil War veteran, Co. G., 12th Tennessee Cavalry. There was a stack of documents he had to submit to get accommodation in the Dakota Soldier’s Home in Hot Springs South Dakota. There are all kinds of colorful stories about Grandpa Lieuallen. First, the papers all spell his name Lewellyn (this is my maternal side – yep I have Lewellyn’s on both sides, no relation… as far as I can tell). Perry apparently changed his spelling when he married in 1870. My uncle had his war issued Smith and Wesson revolver. And he was said to know Calamity Jane and Wild Bill Hickock. But we’ll never know that for sure.

    In this batch of photos, I discovered more about the veteran’s home, which still exists today. He was a rancher in Weld County Colorado, but when he died, he lived in a home that was more like a hospital ward with only a bed to his name. He died with $8 in his pocket. Still, his family took him on lots of outings and visited him till the end.

    Commodore Perry Lieuallen
    The Oldenburg home in Carr, Weld, Colorado – Perry Lieuallen’s daughter and son in law, parents to my Grandma Faith, whom I adored.

    My grandmother, Faith Dorothy Oldenburg. She was the youngest of three girls. Her sisters were ten and twelve years older and she lost her mother at age eight. She and her dad lived in the house above until she graduated high school and went to California to visit a sister who had moved there just prior. She met my grandpa, and here I am.

    Thanks to both my grandmothers for preserving those boxes of treasure!

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    Sunday Spotlight with Writer, Podcaster, and all things Beowulf and Old English-Michael C. Carroll!

    June 10, 2023
    Writer’s Life

    Born and raised in Massachusetts’ Merrimack Valley, Michael C. Carroll has always loved storytelling. After graduating from Boston College, he moved …

    Sunday Spotlight with Writer, Podcaster, and all things Beowulf and Old English-Michael C. Carroll!

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    Sunday Spotlight with Writer, Podcaster, and all things Beowulf and Old English-Michael C. Carroll!

    June 10, 2023
    Writer’s Life

    Born and raised in Massachusetts’ Merrimack Valley, Michael C. Carroll has always loved storytelling. After graduating from Boston College, he moved …

    Sunday Spotlight with Writer, Podcaster, and all things Beowulf and Old English-Michael C. Carroll!

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    Ode to an Uncle I Didn’t Appreciate as Much as I Should Have Before Becoming a Writer

    June 2, 2023
    Writer’s Life

    First of all, I want to say I adored Uncle Lauran. I just had no idea… Today, someone asked a question on social media about using multiple pen names…

    Ode to an Uncle I Didn’t Appreciate as Much as I Should Have Before Becoming a Writer

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    Check Out This Great Podcast

    May 27, 2023
    Recommended Podcasts, Writer’s Life, Writing

    Worldbuilding 101 with Stephen Aryan

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    Sunday Spotlight – May 28. It’s going to be Epic!

    May 26, 2023
    Blog Interview, Inspiration, Interview, Q&A

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    Happy MerMay! Enjoy this Anthology if…

    May 26, 2023
    Anthologies, Fantasy Fiction, Kindle Books, Publications

    Mermaids, Selkies, Sirens and all those mythological sea folk are your cup of tea.

    My short story is featured in Song of the Siren from Dragon Soul Press and I know you’ll love it and all the great stories in this fantasy collection. It’s available for presale and will publish this month in time for MerMay. What is MerMay? You can click here for a great introduction. It’s an art challenge, but all creators love being absorbed into a month that celebrates these fascinating beings, writers included.

    Photo of Statue: Mikladalur, Faroe Islands, Kalsoy – July, 2021: Kópakonann – selkies, mythological beings capable of therianthropy, changing from seal to human form by shedding their skin. Kingdom of denmark. Europe

    She dreamed all her life about the man in the whitewashed tower beneath the prismed light and decides it’s time to risk a meeting.

    He dreams of an impossible love with a mythical creature. What happens when one steps from the sea and offers him not just a dream, but an astonishing solution?

    ~ Beneath the Prismed Light

    From sirens, mermaids, selkies, and more, these tales of the deep will tug at your heartstrings. Love can warm the iciest waters, but revenge is best served cold. Watery graves await for those who push boundaries or stray too far. ~ Song of the Siren

    Features stories by J.M. Rhineheart, Emma K. Leadley, K. Parr, Andria Kennedy, Fred Phillips, Barend Nieuwstraten III, Claire Davon, Nicholas Nethery, A.D. Watts, Toni Mobley, D.L. Lewellyn, Rienne French, Seth Taylor, Derek Kho, Anwen Redlake, and D.R. Birdsall.

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    Sunday Spotlight with Writer Jessica Jayne Webb!

    May 26, 2023
    Authors, Blog Interview, Fantasy Fiction, Q&A, Spotlight Feature, Supporting Writers, Writer’s Life, Writing, Writing Community

    Jessica Jayne Webb is a Writer from New Zealand. Jessie published a fantasy novel we’ll get into below. She writes poetry as well, and is working on a variety of projects. Jessie says writing her book was monumental for herself and her family as both her sons have learning challenges. She is also working on her degree, while enjoying family life, fishing and foraging, with her partner and two high functioning boys.

    I’ve been looking forward to our chat so much, Jessie. Your book The Secrets of Wilderfort Castle is packed with fabulous elements. There is a castle. Score 1. Then, you have a reluctant heiress facing an unexpected change. Score 2. It harks back to my favorite genre in the 70s. The gothic romance, but maybe this is more dark fantasy. Score 3. Then, there is a whole hidden fantasy world. Score 5. And finally (well not even finally because there’s more) you have romance. Score 6.

    I’d like to start by asking how you came up with your story, which I think of as a story within a story. Did you set out to write such an epic multilayered tale?

    Hey, thanks for having me here, I appreciate you adding me in and wanting to talk about my journey.

    I started this more as an assignment about 10 years ago now, for my English paper at university. My lecturer liked it so much she asked me if I could write more. I wrote about 4 chapters before life jumped in. Then about 3 years ago, I had a back injury. Instead of going loopy from being stuck on my back about a year into being almost bedridden, I ‘found’ my book again and decided to write. It was hard at first to get back into it but once I opened the door in my mind again, I was able to pull the whole thing apart and rewrote it in about 2 months. I think similar to my life, I am multilayered, so writing my book like that seemed like a natural way to go about doing it. 

    D. So sorry that you suffered through such a terrible injury. But I’m glad you found a creative outlet to help you cope with it. I’ve had several people tell me creative pursuits like writing and art have helped them survive life’s debilitating curve-balls. Good for you.

    That leads us to the question about your process. Are you a panster or plotter? Do you like to sit at the keyboard and let the story come, or do you plan ahead with an outline or other favorite technique(s)?

    I think I’m a bit of both or perhaps something else entirely heh. I started off by just writing what played out, but then decided to organise myself a bit and wrote one or two lines for each chapter or like for some chapters, I listed 4 to 6 words I wanted to ‘hit’ when writing the chapters. But for the most part, I felt I was a narrator. The characters were all playing it out in my head, like a movie and I was playing catchup trying to keep up with them. I don’t sleep much, so I didn’t find it odd when I mentally argued with the characters. Much like I messaged you, as I’m finishing off my Bachelors I have had to take a step back for a few months and put them all in a metaphorical ‘draw.’ It does leak out though, so studying becomes a bit challenging, along with having children, a couple of jobs, and whatnot.

    D. Ah, conjuring scenes instead of sleeping! I can relate. And after talking to so many of our fellow writers, I’ve learned that malady afflicts a lot of us.

    Do you have a designated place to write, a place that is ready with the things around you that get you into the zone? What does that look like? What are your favorite methods, tips?

    Nah, I’m not that organised, I go where there is silence, a decent seat and a big table. I do like to have my coffee with me; almond flat white with an extra shot. I’m a major coffee addict. Near a food source also. I like the local library on occasion. But quiet is the main part, as the noise from the characters make it quite hard to concentrate. Tips! Everyone is different. Putting all my gear into a backpack and exploring the area is a great way to find a niche place. Everyone has their quirks, and preferred ways of writing. Mine may look completely different to yours and everyone else’s so really it’s looking for what you feel will work that day.

     D. Thanks for sharing that. I enjoy envisioning writers’ environments as they settle in to write. Lifting my coffee cup to you!

    Is fantasy your preferred genre, and what subgenre(s)? Discovering my niche market is something I’m delving into, since I could technically gear my books towards several, so I’ve been polling writers to learn how they determine where their books fit on a book store shelf. Where do you see your book if you were to walk into a traditional book store? What books would you find next to it?

    I think so, to your first question. I would say on the bestsellers shelf is my best aim heh! Unfortunately, my book is really expensive so it is mainly online. I would love my books to be near Terry Practchett’s Discworld Novels. That would be my dream. Epic fantasy for my next series. I am finding The Secrets of Wilderfort Castle is going dark. With more relationships popping up I’m feeling its getting into darker fantasy, not quite mind benders but looking at scenes involving death, I mean if you checked out the first book you would have seen some areas where the characters show a taste of the twisted things they are capable of. It’s very twisty-turny and you need to keep up. Definitely pay attention to the details or you may miss something. The characters are also showing some areas of LGB relationships which back then (Victorian era) was frowned upon and done behind closed doors, but didn’t mean they weren’t happening. So in other words, you will have to read the book. 

    D. Wow. Even more elements to add to the ones in our introduction. It sounds like a totally fun story to write.

    At what stage in the process did you find your publisher? Can you talk about the process of getting a book deal? Did you consider self-publishing? If so, what convinced you to go traditional?

    I want to go traditional. I know it’s a hefty percentage cut going that way but they have the connections and can market the book. I’m terrible at marketing and prefer to hide while writing or go walking in the literal sense. It helps me organise whats happening in the book, within my brain. It took a while to get this contract, as I really had to hunt around. I didn’t know what I was doing. Now that I’m in the book scene, I have found many more areas of interest. This first book deal was a hybrid contract. I didn’t know what I was getting into but I definitely DON’T recommend it. I was offered four hybrid contracts from different publishers and went with this company as my friend had published through them. I am looking, and they know I’m looking for another company. I am quite open with that. I need someone who can keep up with me and my different forms of writing.

    D. I look forward to hearing how you progress with those goals. I can appreciate finding the right representative who can advocate for different types of writing, since you write poetry and quite a variety of other things, which we will get into in a little bit.

    Can you share your insight and tips for balancing homelife and family with your writer’s life?

    No tips, I’m terrible at it, apart from having the ability to take my boys swimming where I can write for two hours. Finding a place that can entertain kids and give you wifi is a great way to go. Keeps everyone happy. I sometimes ‘book’ in time for when I’m going to write. It’s like I’m mentally organising myself in preparation.

    D. I like that tip. I’m a planner junkie. Writing down a schedule even if it’s booking time with yourself can be really effective.

    Who and/or what were your biggest influences in becoming a writer?

    Becoming a writer, it was more like, I quite enjoy this, I’m going to see where this takes me. My dad has always been in my court when an idea came up. I have actually had a few businesses in the past one being an art business, and he was always one to encourage any kind of creative flare in myself and my siblings.

    What are your top 3 favorite books, or if you prefer, top 3 favorite writers, and why?

    Terry Pratchett. Definitely. Cynthia Voigt’s A Solitary Blue was a very emotional book for me. I read it in college and it was the first book that changed my life, I really struggled in college. I’m loving a lot of indie authors at present, too hard to pinpoint but they are all amazing writers, I have gained a lot of insight from the bookish community on Instagram. I am part of a couple of awesome groups, and I’m really thankful.

    I was delighted to find you have poetry I could listen to on Spotify. Wow! To have your words read so movingly. How did that collaboration come about? Will there be more?

    I was a bit cheeky actually. Attai lily was talking about it online and I DM’D her saying if she needed anything, I would love to be included. She said she was still setting up so when she was ready, she posted up for potential authors and I jumped on board. Attai Lily is amazing to work with and has really begun to take off.

    D. Enjoy right here, Jessie’s poems “Life Explained” and “The Rhyming Muscles” read by Attai Lily, In Lines and Verses on Spotify.

    We met through our writer’s alliance, which I think is awesome because it brings writers from around the world together to support each other. What can you share about your experiences in the writer’s community? What other online groups can you recommend?

    The bookish community is brilliant. There are some really helpful authors out there all wanting the best for you, I have learnt so much and will continue to learn from them. It’s very supportive. I have looked into NaNoWriMo. I did sign up for a writing competition with them, but the timing didn’t fit in with my schedule, I will enjoy looking at that more in depth over Christmas. 

     D. I do love participating in NaNoWriMo challenges. It’s a great way to focus on a project over a month. I hope to see you there.

    Have you found any local communities or helpful ways to share your books at home in New Zealand?

    Funnily enough no. New Zealand can be a really hard place to jump into. There are so many creatives in New Zealand. I have this fabulous man, William Yip. He is the forerunner for the Collective, a local community hub, and he is a supportive man for any he knows needs to market. I am working with him at the moment to get my book out to the local community. I managed a newspaper article and that helped, but to get anywhere you need a constant influence in the national community, plus anything overseas. I will be looking into more international influence next year.

    D.  Awesome. Thanks for that. The community hub with Mr. Yip sounds like a great local feature.

    Now for a favorite question of mine. I understand you have projects in the works. Can you give us a glimpse into what we might see next and when?

    Oh gosh. Where do I start? Well, Wilderfort is one of five books I have planned. Then there is The Last Tribe of Terraway. That is a three-book series about a small community of varying-aged trolls on the run. I haven’t quite settled on a name for my horror. I was thinking The Puppet Creator. But I’m still working on the name. That is one I am really looking forward to writing, I won’t give too many details except I am going to the local morgue at the end of the year to learn about embalming haha. I also have a ghost possession type story, and I’m excited about writing that one. I also have a children’s book with a first draft. I think this one will be about 10 books in total but I need to find an illustrator to join me on the journey. Plus my poetry book. This, I actually wrote in my twenties but as you know, a couple have been put up on spotify. I’m not sure where I will go with that one. I also have a couple articles I want to write based on Education as my study ( I’m in my final year) to become a teacher. 

    D. I love these ideas, and I can’t wait to see more. You can follow Jessie on Instagram and Goodreads.

    Thank you so much for visiting my Spotlight, Jessie! Any parting words of advice about following our creative passions? 

    Don’t give up. Listen to yourself, not what others say. I was told in college, after asking an English teacher for help, not to bother. I would never get anywhere. Research. Make sure you understand what you are writing. Don’t go on blind faith. Be open to learning curves. Everything we do helps us to improve. We are always learning. Be open to it, and be humble.

    Be kind, don’t be a Karen! Unless you’re copying my second mum.

    D. Fantastic!

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    Visit my Sunday Spotlight May 28 to Chat With Old English Scholar, Writer, and Podcaster, Michael C. Carroll!

    May 26, 2023
    Authors, Blog, Interview, Q&A, Spotlight Feature, Supporting Writers, Writer’s Life, Writing, Writing Community

    Can’t wait to share my conversation with my next guest, Michael C. Carroll!

    Born and raised in Massachusetts’ Merrimack Valley, Michael C. Carroll has always loved storytelling. After graduating from Boston College, he moved to Atlanta, Georgia where he teaches and lectures on the epic poetry that inspires his writing. It was not until his master’s program through the Bread Loaf School of English brought him to Oxford University, that Michael knew he had found the story he would spend the rest of his life telling. 

    In Professor Francis Leneghan’s tea-scented office, Michael began studying the Old English manuscript of Beowulf. That literary exploration led to his thesis that addresses the allegorical significance of the dragon fight that concludes the Anglo-Saxon epic poem. Not long after earning his Master’s degree, Michael began writing Beyond the Fall of Kings, the incredible true story of the war behind the poem of Beowulf.

    Currently, Michael lives in Atlanta, Georgia where—when he is not giving lectures on Beowulf—he can be found making dinner for his wife and daughter, coaching his school’s football and swimming teams, and working through his own translation of the Old English Beowulf Manuscript.

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    Sunday Spotlight – Artist and Teacher Audrey Markowitz

    May 22, 2023
    Art, Artist, Blog, Creator’s Life, Supporting Creators

    D. I could talk all day about your teaching and how wonderful you are at motivating and supporting those around you. That is my experience with you, …

    Sunday Spotlight – Artist and Teacher Audrey Markowitz

    So Excited to Share Audrey’s Beautiful Mixed Media Art!

    Visit Her New Blog Site Here

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